My Stand

Hello guys!

I've been wanting to address something that has been ongoing since yesterday and yes, I'm talking about the GC whatsapp leakage.

Firstly, I want to make things clear that my english isn't on par with many of the well spoken bloggers out there and neither am I the best when it comes to articulating my thoughts. So for all the grammar Nazis out there, give me a break.

I'm sure many of you have read the group conversation between the Gushcloud influencers and the peeps behind . Since yesterday, waves and waves of tirade has been present on the media and social media platforms (which personally I feel has been going out of hand).

Well, the things that has been said and surfaced online is already there and frankly speaking, nobody expected it to be released publicly. For long time readers and supporters of mine who've read what's been said by me and for those who're disappointed in me, let me clear and clarify some stuff before I go on with my thoughts regarding this ongoing war since xmas eve.

#1- The things I've said on the group chat

Note: As there are a lot of stuff that was omitted in the whatsapp chat (which is posted on the tumblr site ranging from images, videos and also different conversation topics). I will only be addressing and show what I've said throughout this whole time and answer with 100% honesty.

Look at the image that I've sent which was omitted. The picture on the left is what I've said and the picture of the right is the image that I've sent. It is a PRINT SCREENED image of what's being said by another person (I've mosaic the twitter handle of the said person as I do not want to drag him/her into this). I found it funny as my bro's girlfriend also had a face on her knee and it was a topic to laugh about in our family a few months back. I thought that sharing this would lighten up the atmosphere as it's xmas eve so yup, it's not meant to be offensive in any way. 

What XX posted

What was posted on the tumblr site

The url was excluded out, maybe cause if it's present, it'll make the image looks messier. But I think that the url is important as without it, it looks as though I'm the one who said that xx will be gg for crowd funding without any source.

And if you click on the site,

XX herself said so, so yup! I hope this clears this 2 points.

As for the spongebob pineapple joke, it's something I saw on twitter and copy/pasted on the whatsapp group chat which is similar to the knee joke.

For the rest of the things I've mentioned, it's mainly copy pasted articles which are related to the whole ongoing issue. The others are just jokes which at that moment of time, to me was just another light hearted joke to lighten up the mood. But now that I've read what I've said and thought about it, it may look kinda offensive to some and in this case, it may have offended xx. So I would like to sincerely apologize for that.


#2 - False accusations and hate comments

I've been tagged by numerous troll accounts who have bluntly accused me of being the mole in gushcloud. When questioned, they say it's because I'm the only person without a " colon ".

As I look through the group chat posted online, all I can think of is ..... WHAT COLON?

I seriously do not understand how these people come to the conclusion that I'm the mole merely because of that colon shit and I've been asking around what they're talking about too!

Apparently no one understands -_-

For the troll account ( @gushcloudmole ), I do not know why but it seems like you've a personal vendetta against me. Especially at the way how you're trying to convince other people to believe you and your nonsensical words.

To defend myself, I'm currently serving the nation and I've been having overnight duty throughout the weekend and have only reached home today. What makes you think I've so much freaking free time to even create a proper tumblr site (which I've no idea how to cr8 and format as I've tried in the past), change and edit the names and contents of the whatsapp conversation IN CAMP where there's limited internet access and seriously, why would i self sabotage myself?

And even if I'm you ( @gushcloudmole ), why the fuck would I even openly declare that I'm me -_- If I wanna do so, I would have done that on my original instagram account, no?

Secondly, you DO NOT speak like me. I am extremely anal when it comes to the spacing before and after a full stop so please try harder if you're trying to imitate me.

Thirdly, to address the hate comments.

I do NOT care if anybody calls me ugly, talking bullshit, so on and so forth but the biggest insult EVER would be to call me a " spoilt brat ". To me, that's like calling me the biggest scumbag of the earth cause YOU DO NOT KNOW ME LIKE THAT. Just a little insight of my past for my dear readers, I HAVE BEEN WORKING SINCE THE AGE OF 6 FOR MY PARENTS. From selling of fish ball noodles at a coffee shop to other forms of eatery at the hawker center, I've been spending my weekends and most free time at the hawker center helping out my parents.

My family used to be really really poor (2room flat, loss of $ as my dad got cheated) so the only way we got through everything was through hard work. Instead of having the luxury of spending my weekends watching cartoons and going out, I spent my weekends WORKING WITHOUT PAY for my parents and I've never expected them to give me luxuries. I've also been paying for my own wants and needs, ranging from gaming devices to phones and even brands and clothing. So how in the world did you get the reference that I'm spoilt? Or are you saying that just because you've nothing else to say?

For those who know me and suspect me of being a mole too. I can freaking swear on my life that I AM NOT the mole and I'll NEVER BE cause I'll never stoop to that level; to betray people who've helped me in one way or another. As for those who're still trying to come for me and throw shade continuously?


Since the start of this ongoing drama, I personally felt that this war is truly something I do not wish to be involved in too much. Why? I've a couple of friends in NN and I really do not wish that this whole ongoing war will affect our friendship. I've also friends who are not in GC/NN, but are kinda involved in one way or another and I've personally texted them in hopes that the friendship won't be sabotaged (which they then agreed that everything is of 2 separate issues and friendship is one thing that shouldn't be dragged in).
This whole thing has been going out of hand, especially since now that there's a mole in the company, everything in the group chat is exposed with my name being out there and how I'm " involved ". My parents got to know about this and even called me last night while I was in camp to ask if everything's fine and this feeling really sucks!

Whenever, I've gotten into accidents in the past, or encountered health problems like fainting due to low blood pressue, I've NEVER told my parents about it as they've been working everyday at the hawker center and I know how stress it is for them. The least I can do is for them is to make them NOT WORRY ABOUT ME. So I feel really really bad for making them worry now and that is why I've decided to write this post, address and clarify things and apologize.

I'm definitely not an angel and I've definitely said some bad things and done some bad stuff in the past. But know this, ever since my 21st. I've been wanting to lead a better lifestyle with lesser drama, which was why I didn't blog or talk about any of these things earlier. The things I've said which has came off as offensive, I've apologized. If any of you wants to come after me and throw shade, ask yourself deep down if you've ever ranted to another person regarding your problems and stuff. I believe we're all humans and ranting is something we all do. So I hope you guys can be objective and be impartial on all these, hopefully go easy on the rest of the influencers as well.

The only war I wanna be in right now is my guild war in Dynasty Kingdoms LOL

So yup, I've said my piece.let me end this post by thanking all my friends and followers who've been texting and messaging me throughout this whole war to ask if I'm ok. I'm truly thankful for the care and concern. For the readers who've been supporting me mentally this whole time, thank you so much and I love you guys :)

Lastly, #prayforQZ8501


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These treats were really crunchy and most important of all, I think that they're a really healthy yet yummy snack!! They may look pretty simple, but looks can be deceiving!! This little cups are really really addictive and you'll definitely be munching away cup after cups of these irresistible munchies 

Chocolate Cornflakes

Marshmallow Fruity Pebbles

Strawberry Rice Krispies

My personal favourite would definitely have to be the chocolate cornflakes. They're not too overwhelmingly sweet, crunchy and really freaking addictive to munch on too! Not only that, they're colourful and simply looking at it really makes a person's mood better! For my friends who're non-chocolate fans, they loveeeee the marshmallow fruity pebbles as they've tinch of marshmallow goodness on it and it tastes soooo goood !

These sweet treats are definitely the perfect tea-time snack or movie bite for people of all ages! 

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My 21st Birthday Celebration @ Fort Canning Hotel

Hello guys!

Soooo firstly I wanna apologize for the lack of updates on my blog recently. Have been pretty busy throughout my BMT phase and everytime I reach home would be an instant knock out on the bed for me, thus explains my inactivity T_T

Nontheless, I managed to have some time to do up a proper post today and i'll be blogging about my 21'st Birthday Celebration which was held at Fort Canning Hotel.

In case you're wondering why I choosed Fort Canning Hotel, it was the only hotel which was pretty much big enough to accomodate the number of people I've for my party and at the same time, doesn't exceed my budget. It cost me roughly $800 for the biggest suite available!! I was contemplating on choosing between this suite and the suite at St Regis (which I actually prefer as it's a 6star hotel). The reason why I opted for Fort canning hotel is due to the fact that I was sure that I am able to host the party there without any trouble whereas the suite at St Regis might be pretty troublesome as they provide butler services for every suite level (which means that the butlers can sabotage your party by complaining to the front desk etc) and that is the reason why I opted for Fort Canning Hotel. But if you're talking about an ordinary night's stay and you're looking for a hotel to stay the night at, I would definitely choose St Regis (reason -

Moving on, I wasn't at the hotel after checking in as I was busy travelling around Singapore to collect my food and other stuff. Thus, picture which you'll see for the next 30-40pics are not taken by me! Nontheless, enjoy them alright :D 
First thing's first, I  gotta thank Givefun sg ( for sponsoring me with the necessary party deco for my 21'st birthday celebration! This includes a humongous balloon bouquet, guest book and more :) If you're interested in getting yourself these balloons or for your friends and family members, do quote " tyler10 " for 10% off their items :)  

I also had a photobooth prepared which is managed by Fabphoto . Thank god there was enough space in my suite for the photobooth. Otherwise my money would be down the drain! Got 10% off as we're reaching the year end ;) I'm sure you'll be able to ask them if they've any available upcoming promo if you're keen to hire them .

They even had a big real time tv screen for you to access how you look during the photo taking sessions.

Guests started arriving but I'm not even there yet T_T my pageant friends heh 

Had the bathtub filled with lots and lots and lots of drinks :D I bought 4 packets of ice but unfortunately, it wasn't enough. Have to thank audi for making a trip to cold storage and getting us additional bags of ice! 

Guests started flowing in once the clock hits 7~

Amazing variety of food prepared :D Not sure if you can see but there are actually lots and lots of cornflakes kindly sponsored by faith from !!! She was pretty generous as she sponsored me 500 CORNFLAKES! YES, 500!  The cornflakes were delicious and tray after trays were cleared by my guests X)  Even till now, I've around 20+ leftovers and have been munching on them everyday heh. She was very professional and friendly to work with and I really enjoyed communicating with her! 

They look so colourful *_*

More info on the amazing cornflakes :D 

- Weekly Mass-Meetups at MRT Stations
- Halal-certified ingredients used for all food items.
- Food items are place in disposable air-tight plastic containers.
- Food items can be kept for up to 5-7 days from the collection date.
- $2 off if customers purchase 100 cups & above (valid till 31 Dec 2014).

If you're interested to order yours, contact them at:
Mobile: +65 9828 2251
Instagram: @bakebyfaith

GIVE IT A TRY! You'll definitely not regret it as it tastes freaking amazing and it's definitely addictive to munch on! :p 

More party photos ;) 

Reserved an area for my guests to write their birthday wishes on the guest book! Prepared pens, stickers, tape, scissors and more for them to use :D

Friends started going bonkers with the photos HAHAHA 

My dearest classmates from DHLFM <3 Been ages since I've last seen them ): 

And the gorgeous monakeekee came down in drag too! TOO FREAKING AMAZED and delighted to see that someone actually came down fully dressed!! If you're interested to hire her, you can contact her via her facebook page ;) . I ASSURE YOU, IT'LL BE A FUN NIGHT FILLED WITH LAUGHTER AND GORGEOUS/SPOTON LIPSYNCING PERFORMANCES!

And now it's time for the cake cutting session!!! The amazing two tiered cake is by my friends from KremeCouture!!! I asked if they could surprised me with their flavours and they did!! The cupcakes were also done by them and it was suited to my Heaven Vs Hell theme :D TOO FREAKING CUTEEEEE! 

As for the nutella crumble cake and velvet cake. It was prepared by Cake Spade!! Sooo blessed to be filled with lots and lots of cakes this year! T_T Too freaking touched, will talk about cake spade in another blogpost;) 

And I'm BACK :D 
The amazing candle was provided by my friend who got them at a party shop. If I remember correctly, it's only $6 for one! 

So blessed to be able to celebrate my birthday with the amazing 80+ people who came that day!!! Words cannot describe how freaking I was. So i'll use one simple sentence to sum how I feel for you guys.


And now it's time for the photo taking session :)

First up, I've to thank my bff who came by really early and travelled around Singapore to help me prepare for my birthday. Love you till the end of time and even when we're ghosts, we'll continue being amazing friends and boo the heck out of other human beings HAHAHA
Lotion who helped me to go through tough times! Everyone thought that he was a butch that day HAHAHA. But really, thank you so much for everything this year <3
The amazing mon&co who've been friends with me for the past 5 years ;) Thank you for your continuous guidance, friendship and love. Though the full assemble wasn't here today, I was still touched by everyone who came down. Thank you so much! 

And of course my amazing pageant friends and classmates! Thank you for being my continuous source of laughter!! I enjoyed spending time with you during my pageant days/ sch days and it would be pretty much boring without you guys. Know that I LOVE YOU ALL!!! 

Summer&co? Definitely no stranger as they've been in my old blogposts since the day I started blogging. Friends for the past 6 years and I really appreciate and love all of you. Though we've drifted as I grow older, I hope you guys know that I really miss hanging out with you guys and I hope that we'll be able to have a proper gathering whereby we can laugh, chitchat and do crazy stuff like the old days <3 

Thank you mona for being the source of entertainment and laughter for my guests that day. Really touched that you were able to make it down even though we've only met on several occasions. Her appearance was definitely an eye-opener for my guests that day! I'm posting her photo up here as to encourage people to not be judgmental of people, and encourage them to be who and what they wanna be, and excel at what they're good at. She's an amazing drag queen, and i'll always look up to her as an amazing icon and inspiration for Singaporeans drag queens!! COME ON, WE NEED MORE OPEN MINDED PPL IN SINGAPORE. 
Acting silly with mona :P 

AND OF COURSE, MY BELOVED GUSHCLOUD FAMILY!!! They've been there for me for the past 2-3 years and I'm really touched. My social media platforms wouldn't be where they are now if not for them. Thank you for being the amazing people you are, giving me love in the form of friendship and giving me my paycheck too HAHAHAHA! I hope that there'll be more GC weekends held next year as I really miss attending them x) 

And of course, not forgotting my close friends. You know who you are ;) 

Oh and let's not forget this red faced drunken Jeremy! Who has helped me on that day as a volunteer with my bff :D Travelling around singapore and helping me carry the food all over the place. Thank you so much <3 

Soooo now that i'm done with the thank yous. It was time for the prize giving ceremony for the best dressed person that day! It was a 1 year supply of skincare products sponsored by various shops at qoo10 :) thank you guys!

And after tallying the votes by everyone who attended that day, the winner is Mona :D 
Behold her gorgeousness HAHAHAHA! :) 

Last but not least, it's the photos taken with the people who came by late that day. Thank you so much for coming~!

And oh before I forget, I've to thank each and every single one of you readers out there! For motivating me to push out contents for you guys! Once i've settled down with my army stuff, I promise to update my blog more regularly ;)

So for now, enjoy the photos!!